It's 4 am; I cant sleep, and I have to be up by 8-ish 'cos i have to be in church..
This is probably going to be a bit different from my regular posts, 'cos unlike my other posts; i'm typing this one from the deep thoughts going through my head presently.
Sometimes, we just go through twitter, jumping from one person's page to another's, one person's tweets, pictures to another's, and then we think "wow, this person is really cool" "wow, this person has loadz of followers" "wow, she is gorgeous" "wow, he/she is amazing" The next thing that then comes to our head is: "why cant i be like this person?" "why cant i have as many followers?" "why cant i have so many friends?" why cant i have this, or have that. These thoughts could also come from reading people's blogs, going on their facebook pages, or any other thing that makes us see and know about people we don't actually know...
Okay, maybe it's just me, maybe most people don't have these thoughts.. but really, it is just so sad. Why can't we just totally love ourselves? like 100 % love, without thinking any other person has life better, 'cos this "person" just lets us know the good things in their lives, we wouldn't know what is going on, beneath that lovely face, till they show us....
I really hate thinking, I can do anything to avoid thinking, I hate slow songs, 'cos they make me think. With that, I can proudly say, i'm probably the only non-fan of Adele, yet, I still somehow find myself, going into deep thoughts... Sometimes, I just wish I could be high forever, to avoid having deep thoughts...
xx
Crazy Gemini
u just hit d nail on d head....u're not d only who has such tots..it's sad though but i think it's human nature for us to compare nd complain most times..another luvly piece debbz
ReplyDeleteAawww! Thank you very much for the compliment...
ReplyDeleteI'm glad you like them :)