Ooops! I'm grown already!

The first question a teacher asks a maturing child is "what do you want to be when you grow up"

*Den Den*!! lol!! i can remember been confused in primary school: first i wanted to be a banker, and then my teacher "Mrs Akpan" I still remember her very well, told me that bankers don't have time for their kids! and being a child lover that i am, i quickly dismissed the idea from my head! 

"what do you want to be when you grow up Deborah?" She asked the next day,

" I want to be a teacher"

"I want to be a fashion queen"

"I want to be a model"

and that was how i kept on changing my mind, till primary four, when i decided i wanted to be a doctor, 

I stuck with the doctor idea till my year 10 in high school, when i decided i wanted to specialize in gynecology; probably because my immediate senior sister, whom i saw as a role model was doing the same thing, or probably because i felt it would be fun to be poking inside the vaginal of a pregnant woman,*shivers* 

Anyways! Chemistry messed my life up mehn! asin i'll be getting As in Physics and Ds in Chemistry...  And Maths was like my life! I loved that subject! and still do...

Sha sha! during Igcse, i found out that i had a little love for accounts, and seeing as chemistry and I were not friends! i decided to study Accounting and Finance in college..

Okay! i didn't fully decide that, it was either that and start September, or Medicine and start January! And i was tired of staying at home jo! so i decided to do the accounting.

That's how i found myself in Dublin, Ireland doing accounting and Finance..

So on this faithful day *lol.. i sound like all them 'Chike goes to school' writers.* sha! on this faithful day, (btw, don't forget i said i loved maths oh!) i was having a group meeting for my exam, and we were arguing about how our professor got a particular solution, we were like eight trying to find this thing out oh! and before i knew it, we were just two arguing about it, this extremely smart MAN in my class, that we also call a professor: the level of IQ on this man is overwhelming.. sha! we argued to the last, till we finally figured it out, then this guy goes " i don't know what you're doing in accounting oh! you're supposed to be an engineer" and at that point something clicks in my brain, like "yeah! that's it, that's what i'm supposed to be"

While, another part of my brain goes "oponu like you, after your dad has finished paying fees for you to get an accounting qualification, u'll go and open this your mouth to say.. er. daddy, i think i want to read engineering.. omo! na slap you go receive)

Now the bottom line is, i'm graduating in a few months, and at my age, if you ask me "hey Debs! what do you want to be when you're grown"

my answer will be "i'm all already grown, but i dunno what i want to be"...

I think my only solution is to ask God for guidance! cos left to me alone---> Mehn! I am LOST!!!!

xx!
Crazy Gemini